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hey yall

hey whats up everybody??? its been awhile since ive been on here. alots happened too. ive broken up with my girlfriend sarah, after a year an one month. tht really sucks too cause i loved her alot and its been hell trying to get over her even though its been almost 2 months. thouht we had sumtin special goin beetween us...guess not... she was with this guy like right after we broke up but i guess there jus friends, it just hurts to know that you cant have someone any more even though u try your hardest to get them back. its kewl though cause ive gotten to like this girl name rachel alot.(ive actually liked her before i went out with sarah) shes so awsome to be around. shes the only girl that makes me have butterflies in my stomach everytime im around her. and shes the only girl that i cant really start conversation with cause i dont know what to say.lol very weird... but i guess shes goin through the same situation as i am with sarah. (we should start a club rach...lol...). i went to ivy's game on thurs, kinda i had to help a friend with his car so i got there right when it ended. sorry ivy i still love u. got to c rach. talked to her until ivy came over then we all decited to go to toppers and get sum pizza. jess and her guy friend went i forget his name tho, and bess went with her bf. that was kinda akward cause i had a crush thingy for her like 3 weeks ago.lol it was kewl tho. when are ordered was ready we yelled out bingo and the guy at the front who called it out herd us, that made us all laugh. rach seemed kinda down that whole night but i guess she had good reason to be. after dinner we went and met at ivys to watch the movie IT. i fell asleep durning it and i guess rach an bess were planing to put penutbutter all over my face but i woke up right before they did it but didnt realize wht was goin on. the only reson i found out was cause i read rachs live journal...lol... i dont remember what i did friday or sat. but sunday me and curt went to go look at appartments. most were pretty shity but there was this one in ventura that is freakin awsome, its a 2 bedroom one bath and they only want 1075.00 a month. with 3 people thats like 350.00 a person. but we dont have a 3rd person yet hopefully soon cause i really want it. its right by the beach and the mall. thts mostly wht we did that day. today is monday and i got my fuel pump for my car...yepi i can finally drive again tomrow. well i guess ill let u go...lol...ttyl guys leave a comment make me feel special. latercall me 794-2110 bye

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